thoughts of you are constant as the tide. there is no solution. you would think by now i would come out with some pretty, polished ideas; the way the thoughts keep tumbling around in my head. but they only seem to be chipping away at the inside of my skull. trying to escape. and im trying to let them. just like i tried and failed at letting you escape from me. i pushed you away to safety from a sinking ship, but now im clinging to the same life raft. and im still sinking. and ill bring you down too if you let me. and im begging you to let me. and im hoping that youre smart enough to stay away. knowing vs. wanting. no distance is safe anymore. here we are on different shores of the same sea. and thoughts of you remain constant as the tide. there is no solution.